SYP 101

Letter To Those Who Don’t Matter & For Those Who Do

Letter To Those Who Don’t Matter & For Those Who Do,

Hello, while some of you might automatically think why write this if they don’t matter? Right off the bat you need to know that my worth cannot be touched. So there is no need to question, why let everyone know what I feel or why I feel it. Sometimes you just hit that wall and instead of crumbling at its impact you break through it. This is my way to demolish it completely.

 I’ve been through a lot in the small amount of life I’ve lived so far. No doubt people have had it worse than me, but even then no one has felt what I’ve felt so they cannot wholly understand. I’ve lost a lot in life, and being the logical person I am I would think losing family would be harder than losing friends. Wrong. But once again my rational nature has supplied me with the answer. Family is the most important thing in this life and will love you no matter what. Losing family isn’t a factor in losing yourself; you won’t sit and question what made them leave or how you lost them. It’s just a part of life and you must accept that they’re gone and know they loved you.

Now “friends”. How do you know who is genuine and who is not? If you were loved? Used? Cared for? There are so many questions you can ask yourself. Is it me? Or is it them? Which is what makes it a factor in losing yourself. You can know someone your whole life and as you get to the end of it, they still have the ability to cross you over and throw you to the sharks. It’s almost like a power they hold over you, yet the thought of it is tucked so far into your subconscious you don’t realize it until its happened. Now, I’ve sat and thought to myself, why can they bring me down, matter of fact how? Who are they, what are they, other than an inconvenience to my life. If you’re not helping me grow, learn, and become a better person that the one I am in my current state, you are just completely and utterly useless and irrelevant to my existence. Harsh? Maybe. But truth…Definitely. God put me on this Earth for a reason, and if you aren’t a part of it, then dismiss yourself before I have to. Save me the strife of wasting my time and emotions on your being.

We live on and live on and say “I’m at the point in my life where…” where what? I should have a career, be married, be doing something other than what I’m doing? Life has no schedule. We are always at the point in our life where we should be growing and improving who we are. Being someone that can make a difference, touch a soul, or heal a heart.

It’s time to focus on what matters in life and who matters in life. So to those who don’t matter, here is my official farewell, and for those who do, thank you for helping me, loving me, and being the force that will let me push on.

God Bless & Walk On.

Signed,

Me & Only Me (SYP)